Up too late

i’m supposed to be in bed already but i can’t stop smoking from these two packs i got today of marlboro special select gold 100s, one after the other, i just got them around 4pm and already one pack is toast and another quarter of a pack is also the crispy style bread. i will have to arrange to get a ride in the morning to get more asap. i am anxious as hell and will probably take a klonopin (which means more smoking)… it looks like i’m going to be up for a while. i think i will make a cocktail to go with my cigarettes.