Things are not looking so hot.

I can get the laptop to save and upload but each operation results in a crash that then requires reboots and diagnostics to get going again. And these crashes are happening after i do one single task or edit. I cannot get my work done. 

This is very depressing. Obviously i need to get my work done as my life is sort of arranged around eating, sleeping in a covered building, having electricity - luxuries like that. I am not employable because of severe mental illness. This is my one option, this site, this thing I do.  I am between a rock and a hard place with no knife to cut my stuck arm off.