Smoky shoot today.. Clips coming soon...
There are several new clips on the Latest Clips page
It is very comforting to have three brand new packs of cigarettes.... Very comforting indeed.
New clips are coming soon...
Also, I think I may have a sale so I can try to make my rent for June. Not looking so hot at the moment.
But at least I have cigarettes. It's the little things.
Tomorrow i will be shooting with reds and some more 120s i have left. I am building up a lot of cravings for chaining so expect some superdeep drags and holds.
I hate when i pay bills and i have hardly anything left for cigarettes. Bummer. Makes me smoke more. Not productive but hey. Extra nicotine is always required in times of stress. Which makes this all the more difficult.
I probably dont have any butts in the ashtray with a drag left in them. It did occur to me to rummage through. Instead i just eyeballed the hell out of it and nope. i am shooting again tomorrow and need to conserve what i have for then. So in other words i think tonight may suck quite a bit.
Visions of rolling around on a bed covered in lots and lots of packs are playing out in my mind right now. I guess unless they were soft packs itd be not very comfortable but fuck it, you have to live in the moment and how could you NOT roll around on a bed just COVERED WITH CIGARETTES?
I mean, seriously.
Have you ever smoked so much and so fast that your tongue was burnt and tingly?
Blunts, cigarettes and Klonopin go really fucking well together...
Hypothetically speaking, of course.
No, I have not finally snapped.
I heard on a podcast yesterday that city birds use smoked cigarette butts to help build their nests. They interweave the fiber along with the other nest materials, sometimes using several dozen butts. And the baby birds in these nests are among the healthiest city birds, because the nicotine in the spent butts protects the babies from ticks and mites. Vets say any health detriment is far outweighed by the benefits of this practice.
Pretty fucking neat, right?
So don't throw your butts on the ground - where they will contaminate the ground water and sting the roots of the plants and trees. Put them instead in an outdoor ashtray and let the birdies do their thing. Then you can say, Hey! I contributed to nature and all I had to do was be exceedingly addicted to nicotine!
Because silver linings.
Another new clip posted in Latest Clips - Leather Jacket VS 120 in Long Red Nails
As a way to say thank you for your support and for the kind birthday greetings, I am posting this free clip for you to download. It costs 0.00 so you will not be charged when you go thru checkout (unless you decide to get other clips as well, and then you will just be charged the cost for the additional clips you choose). Click below to get yo' clip on:
There is a new clip up in the latest clips section with more coming as I get them edited...
...and yes, it is completely true that when you cry, you have to smoke more. much much much more. like obscene amounts. hey, it happens.
ever smoke so much so fast that your tongue feels kinda scorched?
That's cry-smoking right there in a nutshell.
I always feel like hot garbage in the morning until my nicotine levels are replenished. The cigarettes that follow the very first are just as important.
Needless to say i just woke up. I should count how many cigarettes it takes to feel "normal" (what a relative term) again.
Not the cool killer kind either... Termite guy comes tomorrow. In the meantime i am using a wall of cigarette smoke to protect myself. Chainsmoking as Self-Defense.